Who do I blame for this?

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More dreams

I had one about luciusmalfoy. I woke up and thought she should know about it, but I don't remember what it was now. It was good, though, I mean, a good thing had happened to her, I think.

And then, I had a dream about the HP children. They all looked like they did in the first movie, except that Rupert Grint had gotten a haircut and was wearing a red, hand-knit pointed hat. This was supposed to be a replica of a HP hat, I think, god knows from where. And we were all on a school bus heading toward a location. I have no idea what I was doing there. I was sitting with Tom Felton, who was complaining about wearing far too many layers of wool, while I commented that a wool cloak was a lovely thing, and I wished that I had one. Somehow the natural-wool cloak I always write Draco in was a real thing and Tom Felton got to wear it. I was jealous. He was too warm. What can you do. Daniel Radcliffe and Rupert Grint were practicing lines in the seat in front of me. Which involved throwing themselves into the seat many times in that annoying way that boy-children always do. I told Rupert Grint that I liked his haircut.

What does this MEAN?

The Return of the Review Responses

Lemonlyman says: for some reason, I especially like the way you end chapters. It's like banging your head against a brick wall. It feels so good when you stop.

Grace says: I'm so happy you're not just abandoning your fic like so many good authors tend to do (without any ill intention of course). Hmm...might this refer to a certain nameless phatgirlfics? I wonder. ;)

Prophetess of Hearts says: *giggles* well at least we know that Harry has absolutely no problems with being with a guy. Heeee. Well, he doesn't mind when he's asleep, at least. This could have been a whole different story if Crookshanks had ambled in.

Cakeypoos says: there's a section of Psalm 51 often used as church liturgy, "Asperges me, domine, hyssopo, et mundabor" or, in English: "Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow. Make me to hear joy and gladness; that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice." (Did you know about that? It's scarily apt.) Hehehehhehehehhee. Yes. I read Psalm 51 over Christmas, and when I read that part, that's how I decided to end Belong. And I'm just returning to it in Origins, really. I loved the line 'that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice." Yep yep yep. I'm amazed somebody found that without my prompting. Heh. Cool.

Opacare says: Isn’t it that Hogwarts forbids the use of portkeys within its grounds? Well, see, I figure if whatshisname made the Tri-Wizard trophy a portkey, and IT worked within Hogwarts grounds, why shouldn't Draco has his own private portkeys? I think it's apparating that you specifically can't do. But I'm sure I broke a rule there. Heh. Oh well.

Lasair says: I just hope Draco knows there's more of value to him than just his body and what he's learned to do with it. I'll pass the message along. He doesn't really listen to me, though.

bondagechic says: It's not full of cliches and it's heartbreaking in its details of Draco's sufferings and sacrifices. Isn't that a cliche in and of itself? Hehehehheheheehehee.

Hestia says: i was in the pit for a show about scandinavians, the show made it seem like they were sex maniacs.... Scandinavians. Bah. Norwegians are the epitome of evil. Okay, yes, I'm purging a bad experience with a Norwegian. I'm sure they're not all evil. Just most of them. No, no, unfair, unfair...

Blanche says: And I love even more when you mention Brazil, specially because it´s my country! ;-). Oh. Well, then you know that I completely made up the thing about the sand flowers. Whooops. Hey, I think Brazil would be a good place to make colourful flowers made of sand. They should get on that.

Sou says: Draco was very naughty. Yes, he really was, wasn't he?

bwaybaby79 says: But what a nice surprise for Ron. I agree! Ron wakes up, rolls over, opens his eyes. And there's Harry, snuggled up in bed with his robes on over his pajamas, his shoes on. He's still got his shoes on! I can't even imagine what he'd say first. *suggles Ron* I'm loving Ron today. And Harry. I love them. Oh, and Draco. Yes. I love everyone today except Hermione. Wait, no, I love her too.

But other than that I'm in a terrible mood. For no reason at all. *smooches*