Nov. 20th, 2003
Today I have attention deficit disorder.
Nov. 20th, 2003 07:28 pm< personal wibble >
I can't stop talking, and I'm more paranoid than I've ever been in my life. Not that that's a symptom of ADHD. I did my computer assignment probably way too fast, and I probably made a ton of mistakes, but it's done now and I don't care. I handed in an assignment this morning and then spent the rest of class thinking that I probably did it all wrong. I feel like I should go jump around to get the sillies out.
treehavn, what are we doing on Friday? Can we do something on Friday? *whines* I'll drink more this time, I swear.
Today I had a scare: I was convinced that the computer services people had decided to terminate my connection because of some unfathomable reason they were probably right about without my knowledge. I didn't actually download any porn per se, but I might have thought about it, and I'm sure they could sense that. I spent an hour and a half of my morning class working out how to explain my innocence and keep my job. In actual fact we had a power failure on campus, which is why everyone's connections went down, but it took me several hours to stop believing I was about to be fired for some internet crime or other that I haven't committed, but might have, given the right circumstances.
Paranoia levels, as I said, extremely high.
But...I survived another week! YAY! And my sweetest little boy (my nephew) is coming to visit me on Sunday! More YAY!
I can't stop talking, and I'm more paranoid than I've ever been in my life. Not that that's a symptom of ADHD. I did my computer assignment probably way too fast, and I probably made a ton of mistakes, but it's done now and I don't care. I handed in an assignment this morning and then spent the rest of class thinking that I probably did it all wrong. I feel like I should go jump around to get the sillies out.
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Today I had a scare: I was convinced that the computer services people had decided to terminate my connection because of some unfathomable reason they were probably right about without my knowledge. I didn't actually download any porn per se, but I might have thought about it, and I'm sure they could sense that. I spent an hour and a half of my morning class working out how to explain my innocence and keep my job. In actual fact we had a power failure on campus, which is why everyone's connections went down, but it took me several hours to stop believing I was about to be fired for some internet crime or other that I haven't committed, but might have, given the right circumstances.
Paranoia levels, as I said, extremely high.
But...I survived another week! YAY! And my sweetest little boy (my nephew) is coming to visit me on Sunday! More YAY!