Yeah, I've spent a lot of time considering whether or not my relationship with fandom is healthy; there are times when it probably wasn't, but even then I think it was a growing process, and a healing process, that I needed. Sometimes moving on requires standing still and gathering up some strength, building some tools. It's playing with fire, doing something like that. I probably wouldn't have done it on purpose. But I guess sometimes we need to cocoon, and we shouldn't beat ourselves up for that. It can be step before something great.
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Date: 2006-06-20 06:43 pm (UTC)